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toxic-nebulae

Published: Jan 14, 2011

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there is too much of me.

I do not fit neatly
into a box,
do not fold into a mattress-
form:

no pair of hands
could encircle me.

I will not fit into your
palm, dear,
that precious white thing:
I would loll
off of its edges,
I would fall.

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Jul 29, 2011

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